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The Three Musketeers

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The Three Musketeers

Post by Diamond Faith on Fri Nov 12, 2010 7:45 pm

Three years ago, I got three friend requests from Pain, Sorrow and Frustration.
I ignored them, of course.
I didn't know them.
Why should I be friends with them.?

At that moment, I was too busy building my own home with you.
I was showering with Love and wrapped with Compassion all the time.
We were always together.
You were my “here, there & everywhere ".
I was your “truly, madly, deeply ".
Together we used to be like
" bone & skin ".

The next year, the same Three Musketeers sent me another friend requests.
I ignored them still.
But, I wrote personal messages to each of them.
I asked them; “do I know you?”
They had the same answer;
" you are about to !!!".
I thought they were just screwing with my mind.
So, I forgot them instantly.

At that moment we were living separately.
Suddenly we had a different zip code.
We had to talk to each other mailbox more often.
I felt connected with your machine rather than yourself.
Long distance relationship surely cost us our trust.
So, you were no longer my "overjoyed” and I became your
" favourite mistake ".

I hate to admit it, but I started to believe
we were obviously on our way of sinking our love boat..
But as a Captain, you seemed too calm to handle the waves.
You couldn't care less about all the tides and the storms.
And I hate myself for letting you in charge,
for putting myself in your hands, for risking it all in a man.
Didn't you notice the sign “handle with care“on my heart before you took it away.??????

Whatever...

The last thing I remembered, there was no longer “we " or " us ".
It's now “I” and “me".
And “you “or” him " was nothing more than a blurry history,
Messed up with a childhood memory and a bad tragedy.
You felt surreal.
You sounded not real.
You were nothing but a bad dream.
You were my night terror.
You were my real life MONSTER.
Thinking of you made me wet with pathetic sweats.
Remembering you brought me countless fears,
changed me to be fierce, and felt like a beast.

See, you still have the power over me even after you left.?


W H A T E V E R...




A year ago, I got the same friend requests from Pain, Sorrow and Frustration.
I got tired of ignoring them, so I pressed the “confirm “sign.
Immediately we started spending some quality time together,
They accompanied me most of the time,
They filled my wall with their constant being..
They never let me down, unlike you.
They never failed to show up, unlike you.
They never lied, unlike you.
They never got disappointed, unlike me.
They never got angry, unlike me.
They never got pissed off, unlike me.
Basically, they were everything that we could never be..
And as strangely as it sounds,
but since you've been gone
they started becoming my very best friends..
Soon we are mingled.
The Three Musketeers with one handicap's heart Lady.


Inspired by the Three Musketeers themselves
Diamond Faith
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Re: The Three Musketeers

Post by bilinda on Sat Nov 13, 2010 12:07 am

You should never befriend them my sister. You deserve all the good. do not lament the past,the future is brighter. Nice poem again. cheers
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Re: The Three Musketeers

Post by Diamond Faith on Sat Nov 13, 2010 5:43 pm

Thank you so much sister.
I am no longer friend with them.
i cut them off long time ago.
That was just a sad flow of thoughts
Life is far too short to waste it on mourning.

Much love.
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